When will Ziana Zain wins Best Vocal in AJL?

     This is the dream that woken me up, I was dreaming I was writing an article on this. Though it just might be a reminder from him that I was late for Subuh😁, I fall asleep after sahur today I sahur early cause I was eating out.  Still not an excuse, but Alhamdulillah Allah still invited me to pray to him and Subhanallah. I didn't directly wake up and wrote this though. I woke up, pray and then think about that dream, and the suddenly remember that I have this ancient old channel to articulate my minds.  By the time I completed this writing might be on the evening or late afternoon.  Now is 8.27am Sunday morning.

    Let's dive in to where we are supposed to head now.  Sure this category wasn't initially available in the 90's.  I am a fan of hers and was there on the AJL 38 in Axiata Arena.  I am not saying that she is deserving the award that night.  There are so many ways to justify her didn't bring home that award.  First, it being a duet song, I get it not only her performance was judge, but also her partner.  Secondly, there were so many outstanding performances that night, though I don't know all the songs, I think it was a great night due to there so many great performance either vocally or the performance itself.

    However, here me out, she was in 50's and her performance that night was superb.  Again, I maybe biased, since I love her. But there is no one else that sings like her that night.  You can clearly hear what she is singing and the strength from where I was sitting.  I didn't say that other singers that night didn't enunciate properly, but considering her age, her performance was something.  I ain't commenting anything about her duet partner though, maybe it was nerves, it was his first time on that stage.  Overall for me, it was an ear pleasing session.  

    I didn't say that Aina didn't deserve that award that night.  I enjoy her performance as well.  Only thing that's linger in my mind now is what will take for a senior vocalist like her to win that award? Or will she be ever bring home that award?  

    The other way to look at this is, even Siti Nurhaliza never bring home this award (I know because she is not competing), and she is the Malaysia's No 1 singer.  So maybe this award is not so important for Ziana Zain. However, as a fan, I do hope one fine day she will be able to bring home this award because she is so deserving and even if she never will, she has won it in my heart.   

Reintroduction to Myself

    Initially I wanted to post something else, but after reading my old post it seems that I was so naïve, now I still am but that's not my point life has humbled me in a lot of ways.  So, it will be weird if I am reading the whole thing again and didn't mark this changing point.  What I am not gonna do is to dwell on the things that has happened to me in details, but you will see some changes in the tone of my writings.   

    I ain't gonna delete anything because this remind me to my old self.  I love how optimist I was, I can't read all of them cause it cause me a shocked, but surely I will read them all at some point.  I literally woke up by a dream that I wrote an article about something.  So I will do that instead, also I am back and realize that I need this platform more that ever, a man who's always in his head.